October 2011
Feeling like shit this morning
I wanna fuck
2 Longs, 4 Shorts, 1 Loss
The one loss came today. And I’m not even sure if it’s a loss if I haven’t, and never did plan to have to, played. I walked in without a strategy or an aim or a care.
This is the strangest of feelings, without pain nor anger or anything negative. Such ennui is unsettling but tranquilizing at the same time. And the fact that I’m just concerned with a track record, too, is...
-thebarakitty:
And I’ll go away.
Into a blizzard, into a cave.
You pay attention to another,
I can’t be the one who gets over..
It'd be quite unwise
To deny that I’m feeling like shit now.
The temptation
To walk away is huge.
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homeandinteriors:
Hullo
I hope this finds you well, if at all. You don’t have a Tumblr.
I think you think too highly of me. At least from what you know of me and what I’ve did for you. You are muddled and confused. You are misdirected and mistaken. I hope you realise you have much better things, than you think, waiting for you. There is no need to give up what you have for someone absolutely unworthy. I am...
If I continued the conversation I don’t know what would have been vocalized. I’m too tired to trust myself right now.
Let me tell you what we're listening to
Actually I can’t. Because I don’t know either. Mixtape that’s a blueprint of my soul? Difficult.
I hate it when I can’t do anything. Hate it even more when I don’t even know if I’m supposed to do anything.
Woke up to (rather) bad news today. Mounting a passive-aggressive attack, being a strategist in this war. I let my eyes wander for a moment from the battlefield and he screws up. But at least he’s trying really hard. Trying to salvage things now; take control of the tides of the battle. I see this as preparation for the future, too. Things aren’t going to be easy; one needs the right...
To be honest
I still don’t know what I can expect from you… I need a signal.
Looks like I can't help myself after all
If I can’t do it from afar, I’ll do it from beside.
